OVER, OVER THINKING YOU

I sit at my desk, and my mind wanders. Some days you feel lost and you can hear yourself dreaming. This is definitely one of those days. Blame it on coffee hangovers or whatever I dont know just make it sound human.

My days are mostly alike, I never sleep enough, never eat enough, my body refuses to wake me up on time I have been fighting battle with the universe literally with this unsympathetic schedule. I'm not complaining merely tired. Everyone gets tired. This is no defense for whom I have become, who I am, or who I will become.
If I weren't this girl I would be well, this girl. Yes, we have known each other for a very long time. Like a true friend you have stuck by through all. Sometimes its hard but we fight our battles no matter how tough. 

Forgive me for my short paragraphs, its just how my mind is working at the moment. (read exhausted) 
I'm out of sight, out of mind, and feels like out of love. There are no stars in the city, no dreams in my sleep, no butterflies in the air. The kind of feeling that makes you just wanna have the shower run 10 minutes plus, then head straight  under your sheets. But your not sleeping, just trying to, running away from all these things unseen but are haunting you. 

 The answer

  "A happy person is not a person in a certain set of circumstances, but rather a person with a certain set of attitudes." -Hugh Downs


 


                     JESSIE J - WHO YOU ARE


               


Dear self ;

    I will make sure to keep my distance, say I love you when your not listening .....

Love Ivanress