Reflections

Sometimes the beauty in the path you choose is not knowing where its gonna take you.

I have always being so open minded , I learnt in life it always ends up the way it should be. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Whether or not our choices are good or bad , the key is to be thankful for the every experience and simply letting them be.

We live in a world where uncertainty is a great fear. But the hope of a better tomorrow covers it all up.  Its not our task to control what happens to us, we simply ought not to let them control our thoughts. Think of the of dilemmas you had to go through, bet there are more than you can even remember. It was all bound to happen. All it took was a single decision. The problem is when they happen we are so consumed with the anxiety of the outcome rather than just dealing with the situation.

What am trying to explain is life is a long journey your boarding, accepting the fact that you will make mistakes is an extreme step for everyone. Forgiving yourself makes its easier to move forward. Remember perfection does not really exist.

This post is about those regrets we make. So what am doing is positive proclamation. The most important step is that admitting. Finding your balance and keeping moving forward. I should have never allowed myself to get into this situation, but since I did I have to deal with it .

With Love,

Ivanress

Gone too soon

I still can't find the words to describe how it feels to loose you so sudden. I can't get over the fact that I didn't say goodbye, I wish I could have even one more moment with you. Sometimes I wonder if you know how much you meant to me, the love I didn't get enough of. A brother joined in blood and in heart. I don't understand why you had to go.

Aside from this pain that is burning in my heart, I find that reflecting on our moments together brings me closer to you. Even though this memories can no longer be caught, I am grateful I had love, a brother, a best friend.

Thinking about it now, I don't want to comprehend. Well , my eyes are full of tears I got to believe your in a better place. I'm just trying to stay tough, I am afraid I will not be able to make it but I don't even want to.

What I have learnt is acceptance and forgiveness.There will never be a replacement, your memory engraved in my heart. Only time will tell if this grief heals. You taught me to love myself and others. I wish I could write a story about you, but I want that for you and me you only.

And as I look back now, something is true of this life, we don't always get Our happy ending. And it is now just starting to sink in.