A moon Eclipsed.

He looked at her, she was so tender. For a moment within him he felt a shiver, warmth escaped his body. His thoughts scattered it was restlessness he never experienced before.

 She met his eyes, her skin flushed.
As if his feelings were aloud,
As if she could hear his words.
She tried to hide the feeling in her chest.
She couldn't help but smile.
She had missed having someone admire her.

 The moon was full and there was perfect stillness.
Everything was magical and she was beautiful.
It felt a little as if he was where he belonged.
Holding his gaze, he wondered if she felt anything because he certainly did.
 ........ It was perfect!

 Unsaid words haunted them.
 Their shadows bonded.
But as exciting as it was,
It was temporary!

 A feeling connected to her past, she couldn't shake it. She remembered she was running away. But nostalgia was fast taking over,each word recalled, her feelings, emotions open. Her heart naked.

 She closed her eyes for a while, as if to shut off all the voices in her head. She couldn't trust herself enough with all the baggage to open up. She feared that her bite marks would show.
She wanted to be there, let him love her without holding back.She had hoped that through her tears her scars had healed. But instead, she found she couldn't embrace her heart breaking.

She felt she had nothing to offer.

A change of seasons

Life is a strange thing. I used to know that we could let the past go, let it happen. But with each and every sentiment, the memories are regained. Each thought, each moment remains. Although full of fear one is incredibly happy in this thoughts.

 Sometimes there is a fit sometimes there is not. I have so much appreciation for the people I have had in my life, as well those I will soon have and definitely the ones I have now. Most importantly I hope its not already too late and the fences can be mended for the ones, yeah those ones.

Hidden behind the fears, I realized people could never fill the voids, life does. For some reason, there always there, near, however one feels hollow, like a shell. Its as if life is an open space.
I do not disregard that friends are an awesome spice that light a certain spark in our life, but at times am better able with loving myself. It is such times that help my heart and soul prepare and begin to repair.

Thinking about it now, why forget everything while you could overlook the bad and focus on the amazing things. Life will never be fully understood.

My heart feels heavy also free, because am full of love.  Although am trying my hardest to share it, life gives me reasons to make a change to love Her !!!