A change of seasons

Life is a strange thing. I used to know that we could let the past go, let it happen. But with each and every sentiment, the memories are regained. Each thought, each moment remains. Although full of fear one is incredibly happy in this thoughts.

 Sometimes there is a fit sometimes there is not. I have so much appreciation for the people I have had in my life, as well those I will soon have and definitely the ones I have now. Most importantly I hope its not already too late and the fences can be mended for the ones, yeah those ones.

Hidden behind the fears, I realized people could never fill the voids, life does. For some reason, there always there, near, however one feels hollow, like a shell. Its as if life is an open space.
I do not disregard that friends are an awesome spice that light a certain spark in our life, but at times am better able with loving myself. It is such times that help my heart and soul prepare and begin to repair.

Thinking about it now, why forget everything while you could overlook the bad and focus on the amazing things. Life will never be fully understood.

My heart feels heavy also free, because am full of love.  Although am trying my hardest to share it, life gives me reasons to make a change to love Her !!!