Re - Birth

          This is one of those things I have abandoned halfway, great ideas thought of but never accomplished .
My main goal was to get published, I am not proud , I forgive myself.

           I dreamt I was an author, I moved to a different town and started a book club. I woke up and smiled before tearing.

Ever felt like you are trying to stress things that you have no control over ??? That is writing to me, Its a life long journey. I'd give it up if I could. Think of the number of times you have found something you love and let it kill you. Many just stop, you have to commit to trying your level best every single day. This is what I keep telling myself, though I don't actually do it.

I haven't made any diary entries this year and honestly I don't plan on doing it anytime. Because I still haven't figured out the purpose of my writing. Words have a way of making one feel vulnerable, it takes a lot of courage to write all thoughts down. Its almost like giving up all your treasure ....

With that being said, I am searching for my foundation from which I can rebuild myself. I hope I can find the right set of words , to take me on my journey. There will be many ups n downs but the moments where love and happiness are in abundance are the ones that will guide me in the right direction.


With Love

Ivanress